I wasn't going to post a blessing because... well... I had written a blessing... a lengthy one.
It was part rant, and ended in an optimistic way about my feelings and how things would hopefully go... it was based on a wonderful dream I had... and in that dream, things were wonderful, but there was reminders of what that "rant" was about... to be honest, it was my torn old jacket... but it (the dream,) was like things were awful... but there was goodness and brightness in what was happening and what I think would be the end result.
...and that blessing, when setting it "to pixels" in the morning, was pretty soundly shot down.
I won't lie... this upset me greatly... and I went for a walk...
Now, it may sound corny... but there's been many times in my life where a dream... an expression... something I thought was "excellent" or even "good" had been trampled and effectively wrested from me... and like all those times, I took a walk... downtrodden and feeling very abandoned and sad... in all cases, like my future and my present was pointless.
...and every time, during those walks away from the anger or great sadness... one song always goes through my mind...
It went through my head when I was at the hospital the night my father died... it went through my mind when I was truly wandering homeless wondering where I'd sleep on those nights when things were bad... it played out in my head when I was upset over a million different things... it's a song that actually carried me.
I know... corny... and perhaps, in these situations, a little depressive... but it gets me through... and when I'm at my end, it's a song that's meant something to me... and for that, it's a blessing.
I'm pretty down right now... and may be for a while... and that's a long story as to why... so I am going to take time off from blogging... well, until my "Wordless Wednesday" again.
ISSUES! Don't misread this... Sue and I are fine... no issues there... it's other things that bit me in the bum. Sorry if I gave any inference in any other way.
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Sorry for the delays... the blessing will be up later today. It's been a very busy weekend with things "ghostly"... long story...
UPDATE 10:49am EST: Sorry, strike that... I'm afraid there won't be any blog entries today or tomorrow.
I do apologise to my readers... but I must give my attention to some other matters.
See the "latest post" on the left here... I've decided to concentrate on other work so this blog is kinda done for me... THANKS kindly to my friends and regular readers... and as you'll note, I am still loitering in the blogsphere... and I'm still online... and I honestly haven't given up hope that we will get our dream bus one day! (We've just gotten REALLY quiet about it...)
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